Just for fun... (pt 1)

My sister and I don't have a ton in common, but I guess what we do have in common is the demeaning exploitation of men in the form of picking between how attractive we find them...
you know, the usual American thing to do. I'm so kidding... kind of.
Anywhos, So I sent Mish my list and this is what we came up with...
Her picks have a blue boarder and mines a pink boarder. Like our pictures for example. And if she sent me a little comment along with them, I'll include that as well.
I have more but I'll put them in another one. This one was getting long. these were fun tho. I'm sure people will get a kick out of our picks and wonder What the heck?!?!?!

This one was great, 

Mish loves them both but no one beats Jake Gyllenhaal for her.

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I didn't send this one to her, but I KNOW she would pick Loki over Thor.

I just noticed it's the wrong shade of pink I picked. But yes I picked Loki over Thor as well.

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Mish didn't pick between these two. 

She knows where they're from but said 

"Dancing with the Stars? you disappoint me." 

LOL. but... but... So I sent her links of them on DWTS on Youtube.

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This was my Chris picks. I added Chris Messina for Mish. I knew she'd pick him.
And as much as I love the other Chris', Hardwick is my Nerdist <3 him! 

and just FYI I loved him before he hosted Blizzcon.

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Yes it was normal for us to pick Jonah over Channing.. Duh!

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OK, this one was bad for me. 

I picked Luke Evans but then went to find Richard Armitage pics

and this one made me rethink my decision. Nah, I'll stick with my first pick.

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Normally extremely buff men do not appeal to me, 

but Terry Crews is so hilarious, how could I not pick him.

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Ummmm but why?!?!?!

And nobody beats my Captain.

Mom watches Bones and Castle I wonder who she'd pick.

And look what the fuck I found... LMAO

Someone made a love child out of the two. This was awesome!

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John Corbett of course!

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No brainer for us both... Lee Pace!!! 

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the 10th Doctor wins!!!!

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Schmidt or Coach???... 

COACH! Looks just like his daddy.

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Put these 2 together because they are both Irish... 

Um Hello? Chris O'Dowd of course!

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 Just because he talks for Rocket.

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Notice how I didn't put the white text background on Zac's pic. Can't cover that body.

I don't know why, but I was surprised she picked Zac over Zach.

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Part 2 link below:

Just for Fun (pt 2)

Top Hat babies

Come on!!!! These are fuckin adorable!!! Admit it!
Now I need to make or find one for Baby Dinosaur!
I wouldn't just photoshop one on her.

What makes you smile?

Sad, but great news yesterday made me walk around my apartment aimlessly. Laying down, sitting down back and forth and trying to think of happy thoughts. Looking around, I smiled at the little things I keep. Things that people might think are so meaningless but always puts a smile on my face or makes me giggle.
Sentimental maybe?
Ok, so I guess I am.
And these are the things I found:

Mish and I were watching something and someone was called an asshat. I kept saying "what the heck is an asshat?"
So she drew it for me. A dinosaur wearin' said asshat.
Ohhh now it's clear. Thank you Mish! It is currently on my fridge with a "flying unicorn takin' a rainbow piss" magnet keeping it up. 

Next picture is of a doodle Kristi did. We went to Walgreens and was in the pen section. There was a display for Sharpie pens and pad for people to try the pens. and this is what she drew and wrote... and I kept it. :-)

Shannon had bought me something and the note she left on the bag was also kept and pinned up on my board.

Before Crystal left for Hawaii we would write post-its to eachother and leave it in the box in the office. I have more of them but this one is pinned to my corkboard currently and the others are put away. She even drew a tongue ring on her smiley face just like her. lol

I was mad one day at work and Monk was trying to make me laugh... it worked.

I have a poster of Serenity on my wall. It's a cut out view of the inside of it. Kaylee's quarters and her dress from Firefly always makes me smile. Episode 4. At the end of the episode she keeps the dress and has it up in the corner of her bunk.

Heavy, heavy Hulu and Netflix rotation is this show in my house. It's weird because I don't even have to be physically watching it to enjoy it. It keeps me company, just listening to the voices of the characters makes me giggle. It's a good show and I'm glad they brought it back.

Murky. I love him. My sleeping buddy.

And finally... Baby Dinosaur. My baby.

Simple

I'd like to think I'm a simple person.
I live a simple life.
My mind works in simple ways.
Small, simple things make me happy.
I don't require much.
I like my routines.
I entertain myself.
I require little attention.

More people in your life usually leads to more dramas. Most people will say, "I don't like drama" Yet they are the very ones that search it out. They instigate fights, they make fun of people which leads to gossip. And then they cry when people do the same thing to them. If someone decides to gossip to me, am I terrible for not stopping them? I still listen, but I form my own opinion based on what I've seen with my own eyes. Having been the target of bullshit, bully lies in the past, I know how it feels. It's sad. To have it done to me now, doesn't phase me. I throw so much fuel on the "Skully is crazy" fire that it might not be as much fun for people to start shit about me cuz I do it to myself first.

I like not having to hear of other people's stories which just sounds like lies, dumb little stories that sound like they're made up and you're wondering why is this person making these things up? just fuckin be yourself, crazy, ridiculous, shy, boring, I don't care... but then you let them carry on with their stories which doesn't make it any better. And then the stories turn into pity parties. I fuckin hate listening to that. Makes my head hurt, and in turn makes everything that spews out of their mouth, true or not, just come off as lies. Not believing anything anyone says, is not healthy, but it helps me. It's that Simple.
I recently went through my FB friends and deleted some. Not for any terrible malicious reasons, some were just friends that don't log on anymore, deactivated accounts, and people that I have no association with anymore. Some I kept on to see what they were up to, but in turn made me feel like a nosey B word, and I didn't like that feeling, so I cut the head off the snake or how ever the term for it is.
Getting away from social media all together might be the key to start to lead an easy going, simple life, but that's how so many communicate these days. It sounds lazy but it's so easy and convenient.
Let me update my family and friends in one easy shot... boom, posted! now they all know how my child's first day of school went.  As funny as I'm making it sound, I'm not knocking this way of news communication. If I had kids, I'd do it too. Fuck talking on the phone or old fashioned lick an envelope mail.
like other entries, not sure where this one slightly veered off to towards the end. And now I'm hungry. I think I'll make a sammich. ham and swiss cheese. yum.

Envy

 [I just need to point out that this started off as a serious entry... and it just turned to shit somewhere in the middle. Even I have no idea what happened, and I'm the one who wrote it... /facepalm  
waiiiit, technically that's how most of my entries go.]

To Envy something...
To Covet something that others have...
To Want something that you just can't seem to get...
To Yearn for a feeling that you once had but let it slip away...

Not spiteful envy
To be envious is to be jealous
Not hateful jealousy... is there such a thing? I believe there is. Everyone envies those who has something that they don't have but desperately want. Not always material things. Like houses, cars, money, etc.

I envy those "happy relationship" people. The ones that found the person they want to care about and will get the same in return. To be needed and wanted and thought about everyday is what I envy that others have. I don't pity myself in that respect because I haven't found it yet. It might come and it might not. I am easily forgettable, and although I will give the effort, it's never returned. You want to try, yet the other does not want to. Then you lose the feelings because you don't want to chase something that doesn't want to be chased. You don't want to put anymore effort into something that will never be. You don't want to keep caring for someone that will never have the same feelings for you no matter how long you are willing to wait. They move on quickly and you're left wondering what the fuck just happened?
To have someone that will look at you and think you are the perfect person for them. They want nothing else and no one else but you. They want to try for you. To make sure you are taken cared of. They want to make sure you're happy and make sure that they are the ones making you happy.
I am envious of this. I am envious of everyone in happy relationships. Like I said before it's not spiteful, hateful, jealous, mean envy... It's just something that I am happy that others have, and I want it too... eventually... maybe. Oh here a better example... so green is normally associated with envy... soooo think of it like green with a little bit of pink splashed in there... oh shit wait, that just makes it look like puke... nevermind!!! scratch the happy envy color attempt. anywhos...

I thought about an internet meme that I seen a while back. I laughed at this the first time I saw it... Now I just feel bad... Poor Taylor Swift... I feel your pain. LOL... see I still laughed. Offtrack a bit: Although I'm not into her music, I watch her on late night talk shows, and she's just friggen adorable. but anyways...

And that quote... geez, I can relate.
Hey Fuck buddy!... done... *fist bump*... "now get out of my house"... I was sooo kidding it doesn't happen like that... TMI? don't care!
Maybe I should start having some self respect. Filter what I choose to share, keep whatever shread of dignity I have left... but that's no fun.
Geez, I just went totally off the topic... First I'm talking about that I envy people in committed relationships, then I'm over here joking about fuck buddies. aye, I seriously have like ADD or something. No it just goes back to humor hiding my pain and insecurities... Pshaw, look at that, Who says I need therapy... I can threapitize myself for FREE. and just FYI Therapitize is now a word in my dictionary. Cripes shut up already... nah...
Everyone that knows me knows I don't have a vindictive bone in my body. If something shitty happens in my life that would normally get a freak out moment by most. I just take it for what it is. Slap a smile on my face and bottle everything in for a while.
I'm so over writing this one. my head hurts... now let me go find more quotes just for more space filler.

Money changes people?

People would be lying if they said that having money wouldn't change them.
If you were born into money, you really wouldn't know if anything would be any different.
But to have came into money during your life would be the true test on whether or not you change by having a fatter bank account now. 
In any small way it would change you. Even if it was for the good. Even to become charitable is a change. You'll be spending money on things you wouldn't normally spend it on for the good.
Would your personality change? For most people, it might. But that would be the ultimate test on how much the people in your life mean to you. Would you think you're better then them now, and think that they're all beneath you? Hey now, I've watched those "I won the lottery" documentaries. I see what it does to people. And even sadder, what it does to the people around you.

I can almost grantee that if people you know right now were born into wealth (or vice versa), you wouldn't know eachother. Not that they would be awful people that they wouldn't be your friends, but simply that they wouldn't live where you live. They'd live in better, ritzy neighborhoods if not a friggen castle. High school friends that either would have been home schooled, or went to private school. You wouldn't know them because they would have been brought up in a different area so you would never have even met them. 
I though about this topic because as I see friends tote about their name brand expensive purses and I can't fathom spending $200+ on a purse. If I had that kind of money, would I really buy something like that?... As much as I say I wouldn't, I really think I would.
Especially if one was born rich, they wouldn't know any other way. What's Walmart? What are generic brand alternatives?  Coupons?... I know not of these things.

Of course I'm just stereotyping the rich and privileged. I know there are those wealthy as shit people that choose to live normal low key lives. How can you not have the utmost respect for those people. I'd like to think that if I was wealthy I'd be the same. I'd act the same way and do the same crazy things that I do. Less stress of course not having to think about money struggles. I'm not just saying this to make myself look better but I'd be more charitable. I'm a bit selfish with my money now because I don't have a lot of it duh.
But anywhos... rambling thoughts are now done.
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*note that when I put the quotes up that I find, I find them after I write my entries so if anyone ever wonders that they do not always completely go with what I write and why I don't elaborate on the sayings, that is why... I just like them, so I put them. perfect example is the last pic... Friggen Unicorns and Rainbows ... Badass!!! haha